when i had to choose something that i don't want to


now, this minute, I had a dilemma. when I had to decide which path would I choose. next Wednesday is my FYP presentation schedule, which means that very soon I had to leave malaysia. sigh! i hate farewell. it was like when I left Indonesia 2.5 years ago. I really do not know my plan the future. too much pressure.

"do not leave us too soon" icha said. I really do not want to go from here. I've felt comfortable to stay here. although sometimes I feel homesick, too

now I regret why I completed my college degree too fast. with the intention to escape from the problem but until now I cannot get out of this problem. I'm getting more familiar with this complicated situation.

I may come home early from my initial schedule anticipated, on May. but now, I probably could finish all my business by the end of March. sigh sigh sigh ....!!!!!

mama papa ikram, instead I did not miss you. but I want to feel how I manage my own life. but if I had to go home, I'll be home soon. :)


the unforgettable moments























and other memories …..!!!


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I say “I don’t care” because... my pride won’t let me show you how much I need you.

As You Travel Through Life

As you travel through life there are always those times
When decisions just have to be made,
When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce,
And the rain seems to soak your parade.

There are some situations where all you can do
Is simply let go and move on,
Gather your courage and choose a direction
That carries you toward a new dawn.

So pack up your troubles and take a step forward
The process of change can be tough,
But think about all the excitement ahead

There might be adventures you never imagined
Just waiting around the next bend,
And wishes and dreams just about to come true
In ways you can't yet comprehend!

Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things
As you challenge your status quo,
And learn there are so many options in life,

Perhaps you'll go places you never expected
And see things that you've never seen,
Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds
And wonderful spots in between!

Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring
And somebody special who's there
To help you stay cantered and listen with interest
To stories and feelings you share.

Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends
Are supportive of all that you do,
And believe that whatever decisions you make,
They'll be the right choices for you.

So keep putting one foot in front of the other,
And taking your life day by day...
There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road -
Don't look back! You're not going that way!

Perahu Kertas

This novel, a popular genre, the style typical of urban young people said, especially seen in the dialogues in it. So did stories about lectures, books and party in the story. Slightly different for example with "Coffee Philosophy" that tends to serious, narrative and humor and rarely involve . I do not know, maybe this kind of breakthrough to be closer to the reader. Indonesian people, especially young children had been grateful to read, not wise to burden the reader with things heavy. Maybe.

Honestly, the beginning of my story is a little confusion with the names of particular Kugy name and Keenan. Furthermore, many figures in it as Eko, Noni, Wanda, Ojos, Pak Wayan, Adri, Lena, Remi, Luhde, etc. Ben.To tell their story again. After I weigh it and thought, it focuses to highlight the story of Dee Kugy and Keenan. As soon as I catch. From the second story, I smelled there approximately three things to be submitted Dee, about Love, Dream and Honesty. This according to my reading. Sorry if it's wrong.

Love: Yes. This novel is about love that are buried by Kugy and Keenan. Both were friends of the campus in Bandung. Like the sky and wells. So said Dee to describe them. They admired each other. However, both are equally unable to express it.
Dream: Kugy, is a messy girl who wants became an interpreter desperate tale. While Keenan really dreams of becoming an artist, a painter. The dream was smooth. Kugy to pass life with realistic become a copy writer, while Keenan instead must turn toward dramatic enough, to work taking care of his father's trading company. However, they always believed in his dream. Nothing is more beautiful than they support each other. And so Dee concocted the story neatly inside. As if to say "Do not Fear To Dreams"
Honesty: This is the end of the story that confuse blue. Both (Kugy and Keenan) had separated for so long. Kugy, already had a lover named Remi, the boss in his office. Meanwhile, Keenan also had a lover girl Bali, Luhde . The story was so complicated. However, Remi finally realized that the heart is only for Keenan Kugy, while Luhde same, though the love is there, only to heart Kugy Keenan. This first honesty . Then, when Keenan Kugy honest and open hearts, took off their egos, they honestly love each other.

-FathiaNoverika