everything i do is for a reason

Im not an angel, I also can not be white as snow, like when I was a baby.
I am 20 years old now, there is now ton of problems in my brain. you who taught me to not show my problems in front of others. but if I am wrong if I am looking for an escape for it?

I also know the consequences, but do not make me feel guilty like this.

sorry, but i need Those thing.

2 freaky's days with NINDA


ceritanya itu berawal dari gw pengen berenang banget, gara-gara di apartemen gw ga ada kolam renang, gw langsung meres otak gw *mau nebeng berenang dimana, eh tiba-tiba aja otak gw cling cling inget ninda, di vista kan kolam, sorenya langsung aja gw ngeluncur pake taksi kesono, ampe disono, ternyata berenangnya cuma 1 jam doang, (ga ngepol bgt).

pas ngobrol2 sama ninda gw inget kalo hari ini ada tanding bola MU vs Chelsea, mas Lampard maeennnn... !!!!!! mau nonton dirumah tapi astronya ga ada espn. damn mameenn. akhirnya kita mutusin buat nyewa si kuning jreng jreng deh. malem2 cuma be2an, yang satu ditinggal pacar, yang satu ga punya pacar, ya udah klop banget kita menjelajah kota KL. pengennya rencana awal kita ke Sunway, tapi sial kita nyasar ke antah berantah. nyasar ke subang, ke KL balik lagi ke Sunway.

tapi usaha kita ga sia2 dong ternyata CHELSEA menang mameennn, walopun gw pake baju saltum. bonek chelsea pake cardigan merah, tapi bodo amat. yang penting chelsea menang plus kita ketemu cowo ganteng (anak presiden rumania kalo kata ninda) cowo aneh dateng cuma modal headset, abis itu duduk ga mesen apa2 terus nonton bola.

selesai nonton bola, kita keliling KL lagi dengan si kuning jreng jreng. mikir kemana yaa enaknya... eh baru inget dindy tya rao sama mamat lagi di pavi. *samperin ahhh. nyamperin sih nyamperin tapi waktu jalan mau ke pavi kita sempet hampir innalillahi.

kita sampe rumah jam 3 pagi. langsung ngatur rencana buat besok. sotoy bgt kita mau ke PD. lagi pengen maen2 dipantai bikin kulit tanned (padahal apa yg mau di tanned udah item bleketek gini) hahahaha

tapi rencana gagal boss, si ninda kelewat kebo tidurnya. baru bangun jam 12 siang. ck ck ck. ya udah deh kita jalan kemana angin membawa kita, tetep bersama si kuning jreng jreenggg. awalnya kita ke putrajaya. muter2 sampe bego abis itu nyasar ke kuchai lama, nyasar lagi kok sampe ke sunway lagi, *gubrakkk, yo wess lah ngegaul disunway piramid lagi.

gw akuin si bebek adus ini tau dimana makanan enak. pertama kita makan takoyaki. itu sumpah ga boong enak bgt lebih enak daripada di mid valley.trus viewnya kita bisa liat sunway lagoon. abis makan takoyaki kita lanjut es krim jepang rekomendasi ninda. lagi lagi emang enakk paraaahhh, terus low fat lagi, fat nya = 0% .

es krim abis. ninda masih laper dong sodara2 sekalian. akhirnya dia beli ireland potatoes. ini juga maknyosssss abis. kaynya sunway pyramid emang gudangnya makanan enak kali yaaa. duh pengen kesono lagi. kelar muter muter. kita pulang sama si kuning jreng jrengg lagi . pulang ke vista. ngenet bentaran. abis itu pulangin si kuning deh. *sedih banget mulangin kuning. berasa udah sayang. tapi itu mobil punya orang, gimana dong? hahahaha

pas ngembaliin konci mobil, si ninda ngmong gini *"kenapa gw ga inget, gw mau ke ampang view deh fat?"
"ya kalii nin, udah dikembaliin lo baru inget."

makasih yaa nin, lo bikin last weekend di KL berkesan banget. walopun jalan2 pake nyasar ga ngerti kemana tapi moto GPS gw *nyasar diKL mah ga usah takut entar nembus kesitu2 juga* hahha

*Nanti kalo gw balik lagi KL, kita ke lagoon yuk nin, nyewa si kuning jreng jrengg lagi,, makan takoyaki lagi, makan es krim jepang lagi, tapi ga usah pake nyasar2 lagi :))








sorry foto2 jalan2 kita masih di hape gw, laptopnya ninda abal, bluetoothnya rusak :P

Life Lessons

Lessons in Life

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's okay to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's okay to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.

17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.

18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over-prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.

38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

45. The best is yet to come.

46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

48. If you don't ask, you don't get.

49. Yield.

50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.


-Regina Brett-

FOR BOYS

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.